Saturday, October 24, 2015

yo.


It's 12:38AM on a Friday.
I was up until 4:30AM last night.
Which meant work sucked.
Yawn, work, yawn, work, zone out.
Luckily I function pretty well on no sleep.
But regrettably it makes me grumpy.
But hey
it's all good.
That's what naps are for.

Things i'm looking forward to:
Dressing up as Shaun from Shaun of the Dead.
Sleeping. Ha.
Little things.
Making new playlists on Spotify (user profile https://open.spotify.com/user/1240390918) if you want to follow.
Expressing my perspective more.
Being myself.
Taking more pictures.
Everything for once.


Things i'm not looking forward to:
Still living with anxiety
Anxiety
People who talk a lot without saying anything really.

I need to work on:
Being present in the moment. Not anxious in future moments. Not caught up in past interactions.
Not worrying about what I said 2 weeks ago.
Directing all the buzz going on in my brain towards something productive and meaningful.
Not living through a screen. It creates this in-between reality that is useless. 

2 comments:

Katie said...

1. Your hair is perfection.
2. I can relate to so much of what you're saying here. I've been talking a lot about how I'm not really happy with where I am in life right now and I get really anxious too. I'm making the changes to turn things around though.
3. Hope you're doing well. I've missed your posts around here :)

Kaleena J. said...

Thanks, Katie! I'm glad you took the time to comment :) i'm working on setting time aside to post regularly again. It means a lot you still read here! Being anxious is no fun and I wish there were easier ways to get rid of it entirely. It's good you are making the changes to turn things around, that's the best place to start. xo